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THE GIRL
delight
dee
ariki
19 june
gemini
His Beloved
NP Mass Comm-er
ex-crescentian
ex-kcpian
NCC
delta'07 [09]
1S1'04.2S1'05.3S2'06.4S2'07
New Creation Church
D.A.R.E.
Arrow


WISHES
1) See alicenine. LIVE
(and my Saga-sama too!)
2) Dollshe SA Bernard
3) Trip to Japan after EOY
4) Ibanez GSR420 TRS + Amp + Lessons


LINKS
+ Asilah
+ Carren
+ Cassandra (Cassie/Fishball/Ah Bra)
+ Debbie
+ Gadis
+ Hidayah
+ Pearlyn
+ Shermain
+ Sophia

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+ New Creation Church
+ D.A.R.E.
+ SUPER D
+ Alene
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+ Gina
+ Nicholas
+ Nisa
+ Xuan Xuan

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+ Eileen
+ Elie
+ Elie (Dancer)
+ Erfa/Silverfa
+ Izumi
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+ Kristine
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+ Michiyo
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+ Ruby
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+ Yati/Wingede
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+ Zean
+ Zi Yan


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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

today felt like shit. for some unknown reason.
it felt like everything i did was wrong somehow. it felt like i was being an extra person. the one who is being talked about when i'm not around.

don't bother asking me on what grounds do i have the right to say this. i have none. it's just how i felt today. it felt as if i pissed people off. if i did, i'm sorry. but please, tell me what i did?

maybe it's just me.

...

listening was fine. a few tricky questions but was fine.

refused to go home in that lousy state that i was in. so i went shopping at taka for some toiletries. bought random facial masks and toner cause i ran out of it. ended up at Xiu's house in the end.... thank you for listening and your advice. i guess, it's time for me to think hard. i would dearly like to just get this year over and done with and start afresh next year, all proper. cause i now feel that i'm everywhere.

in the end after much thinking...

i think i'm still happy being with you. but i know from experience, i can't be sticking to one person all the time. cause you have your life and i have mine....

what makes me happy huh?

i miss...
kazoku-tachi.
saa... ne. i just feel happier there with everyone. even after i see you all for a day, i miss you all @____@

school friends... i dont know. i really don't. if you're reading this, please give me some time to figure out where my feelings lie... i love all of ya... but it takes me extremely long to be able to trust someone totally.

i'm an idiot.

Haru, I think I need to learn to trust you more...

mirror mirror on the wall, its saga desu! @
12:01 AM